Saturday, August 27, 2016

Having His Bomb and Exploding it Too: Roth's American Pastoral



*Warning: Spoilers lie ahead like the stars on an American flag’s field of blue*

American Pastoral is a simple tale of Seymour “Swede” Levov.  Levov was naturally gifted in sports and became a local hero in his New Jersey hometown and high school.  Out of high school, in 1945, he joined the marines, but he was made a drill sergeant on Parris Island and never saw any combat.  He married a beautiful woman who had won the title of Miss New Jersey but failed to win Miss America.  He took over his father’s thriving glove-making business.  He had a daughter, Meredith, known as Merry, and moved to the country with his family.  In her teen years, Merry became and opponent of the Vietnam War and gained the name Ho Chi Levov among her classmates for her outspoken political opinions.  In 1968, she set a bomb off at the postal area of the local general store, killing a family doctor in the process.  The bomb blew up Levov’s American Dream along with the Hamlin Store.  Levov doesn’t see his daughter again until 1973.  It is a meeting that lasts for only a few hours at most but that leaves him as distraught as ever.  The last quarter of the novel takes place at a dinner party hosted by Levov and his wife the very evening after he has seen Merry as we watch the family, and presumably America by extension, fall apart.

While Seymour Levov’s story would in itself be a gripping one, Philip Roth wants the story to be every bit as much about America as it is about Levov, and that’s where his weird narrative tricks start muddying up the waters of his simple tale.  Roth’s tale of America’s lost innocence is essentially a conservative tale about how the beauty and promise of postwar America was destroyed in the late 1960s by race riots, activist women, and opposition to the Vietnam war.  Roth, it seems to me, is too smart and world-weary to not know that his representation of America’s Paradise Lost is too simplistic and easy, so he casts layers and layers of doubt on top of the narrative which simultaneously lets him draw the simple conclusions he draws and suggest that he knows that the conclusions are too simple.  He gets his simplicity and wants to keep his intellectual rigorousness at the same time--a move that, to me, falls flat.

The first and most prominent narrative complication in American Pastoral is the presence of a frame.  The story of Seymour Levov doesn’t begin until page 83 in my edition.  Before that, we learn bits about Seymour, but more importantly we learn about our narrator, Nathan Zuckerman, and his relationship with Levov, his idolization of Levov.  The only other Roth novel that I have read is Portnoy’s Complaint, so I was unaware at the time that I read American Pastoral that Zuckerman is a recurring character in Roth’s books, a narrator who closely resembles Roth himself.  Zuckerman was friends with Levov’s younger brother, Jerry, and had a huge man-crush on Seymour, making a childhood hero of him.  The novel, published in 1997, begins in 1995, and the first chapter involves a long scene of Zuckerman and Levov meeting for dinner in May of that year.  Throughout the scene Zuckerman attempts to reach below the surface, to figure out who Levov is, to suss out his motives, his thoughts, his traumas.  Each time he tries to get a read on Levov, Zuckerman tells us “I was wrong.”  So Roth sets us up with an unreliable narrator, a man who both idolizes Levov and who seems incapable to knowing what is going on beneath the surface.  To complicate matters further, Zuckerman writes his version of events after he learns about Levov’s death and Merry’s bombing of the Hamlin store from Jerry, whom he meets at his 45th class reunion, in the fall of 1995.  Once he finishes his story, he tells us this:

I had the amateur’s impulse to send Jerry a copy of the manuscript to ask what he thought.  It was an impulse I quashed: I hadn’t been writing and publishing for nearly forty years not to know by now to quash it. ‘That’s not my brother,’ he’d tell me, ‘not in any way.  You’ve misrepresented him.  My brother couldn’t think like that, didn’t talk like that,’ etc.

Through the layers that Roth creates, we have an imaginary narrator creating the imaginary past of another imaginary character with a different unknowable imaginary past.  As a result, nothing here is presented to us in a way that we can comfortably draw conclusions about Roth.  He has shielded himself fiercely from the story that bears his name.

Within this muddy framework, there are still more questions raised that are never answered.  I am thinking particularly here of Merry and her agency.  Levov is convinced that his daughter has been manipulated, brainwashed into creating the bomb and setting it off.  In opposition to that idea is Rita Cohen, the petite woman who presents herself to Levov as a disciple of Merry, a woman who is awed and intimidated by Merry’s overwhelming personality.  When Levov last speaks with Rita, however, Rita accuses him of telling Merry that Rita and Levov never slept together.  The subject of Rita and Levov’s encounter at the hotel is mentioned only in passing in Merry and Levov’s conversation, so Rita is clearly not as connected with Merry as she has led Levov to believe.  Who Rita is is never answered in the novel, nor is her connection to Merry ever revealed.  Rita’s presence allows for some excellent drama and allows for Roth to create an over-the-top sex scene, but her presence in the novel itself does little to effect the overarching plot.  Remove Rita from the novel, and the only real thing that you lose is the counterpoint to Merry’s agency.  Without Rita, there is no one to suggest that Merry is not simply a pawn in someone else’s game.  Levov’s inability to know—and ours as well--whether Merry was manipulated or manipulator is central to Levov’s crisis and pain.  The only other thing that Rita contributes to the story is that she is another corrupted woman in a landscape of corrupted women.

It is important to the novel that Merry is a daughter and not a son.  If Levov had a headstrong son who committed this act of terrorism, one who then met with his father at twenty-one with a sense of calm and purpose, the issue of his agency would not have been called into question, with or without a Rita Cohen.  It is Merry’s femininity that calls her agency into question.  She is always Levov’s little girl underneath the monster she has become, and I mean monster quite literally.  When she became a teenage, Roth/Zuckerman describes her transformation this way: 

the grasshopper child who used to scramble delightedly up and down the furniture and across every available lap in her black leotard all at once shot up, broke out, grew stout—she thickened across the back and the neck, stopped brushing her teeth and combing her hair; she ate almost nothing she was served at home but at school and out alone ate virtually all the time, cheeseburgers with French fries, pizza, BLTs, fried onion rings, vanilla milk shakes, root beer floats, ice cream with fudge sauce, and cake of any kind, so that almost overnight she became large, a large, loping, slovenly sixteen-year-old, nearly six feet tall.

Merry becomes monstrously unfeminine, and the disgust at her appearance and hygiene is anything but lovingly described in that passage.  Both Merry and Rita are women whose femininity is twisted and threatening to Levov and the America he represents.

Poor Levov, high school sports icon, all-American kid, dutiful son, and loving father finds himself saddled with this beast of a child who seems to hate everything about the country he loves.  She’s argumentative and vitriolic in spite of Levov’s loving understanding.  No one can blame Levov for his handling of Merry’s desire to go to New York to hang out with her politically radical friends.  Roth/Zuckerman is at pains to show what a devoted and thoughtful father he is.  But then, Levov is surrounded by faulty women.  His love for Dawn, his wife, was triggered by her beauty, and her beauty is the thing that he returns to about her again and again.  Even at the moment that he most admires her, the moment in which she wins over his father, he attributes her ability to do that to her beauty.  In opposition to Dawn’s femininity are Sheila Salzman’s cold intelligence that leaves us wondering how we are supposed to believe that Levov ever had an affair with her,  Marcia Umanoff’s snooty academic posturing and delight in needling poor Lou Levov’s sense of morality, and Jessie Orcutt’s unexplained drunken behavior whose violence against Lou brings the novel to a close.  The women of this novel are uncouth and violent and a never-ending source of aggravation for Seymour Levov.  In spite of all of Levov’s violent fantasies in the last portion of the novel, he is not a man of violence.  In contrast, the two overt acts of violence are committed by women, first Merry’s bombing and then Jessie’s stabbing of Lou Levov with a dessert fork.  And after Jessie’s stabbing, it is Marcia who finds the whole thing amusing, and her laughter is the final crushing note that Levov has to endure:

Marcia sank into Jessie’s empty chair, in front of the brimming glass of milk, and with her face in her hands, she began to laugh at their obtuseness to the flimsiness of the whole contraption, to laugh and laugh and laugh at them all, pillars of a society that, much to her delight, was going rapidly under—to laugh and to relish as some people, historically, always seem to do, how far the rampant disorder had spread, enjoying enormously the assailability, the frailty, the enfeeblement of supposedly robust things.

Marcia is one of the laughing jackals, delighting in the world falling apart, in America’s falling apart.  In fact, she and the women like here are one of the causes of that destruction

Marcia’s laughing leads Levov to ask the final question in the novel: “And what is wrong with their life?  What on earth is less reprehensible than the life of the Levovs?”  And here is where Roth gets to enjoy his sentimentality and his snark at the same time.  Lou’s patronizing treatment of Jessie is painful to watch, even if you believe his heart is in the right place.  Seymour would have had the perfect life if the women in his world would have only given up their own agency and followed his plans.  Merry would have been the adoring daughter.  Dawn would have been the happy wife.  He would have been Johnny Appleseed, conquering and nurturing the wilds of America.  They all would have lived in the house he chose and lived the life he dreamed and they all would have been happy.  The ending question of the novel cannot be answered unproblematically.  One cannot say that there is nothing wrong with the life of the Levovs.  But the question depends on your desire to say that there is something beautiful about the life of the Levovs to feel the question’s pinch.  You need to agree that there was something ideal about the world before the Fall whose absence we mourn.  Levov is a simple hero, an American hero, and  Zuckerman finds no fitter comparison for Levov historically than John F. Kennedy:

His great looks, his larger-than-lifeness, his glory, our sense of his having been exempted from all self-doubt by his heroic role—that all these manly properties had precipitated a political murder made me think of the compelling story . . . of Kennedy, John F. Kennedy, only a decade the Swede’s senior and another privileged son of fortune, another man of glamour exuding American meaning, assassinated while still in his mid-forties just five years before the Swede’s daughter violently protested the Kennedy-Johnson war and blew up her father’s life. I thought, but of course. He is our Kennedy.

Merry, in this analogy, is Lee Harvey Oswald and her primary victim is not the doctor who died in the blast, but her father, whose understanding of America died in the blast.  Zuckerman’s tale depends on a lionizing of Levov and the America he represented, and in turn Roth’s novel depends on the same, but Roth knows that life is too complicated for that lionizing, so he distances himself while at the same time having the emotional thrust of his novel depend on it.

The novel is, not surprisingly, well written.  Roth creates great encounters between characters and scenes that are pulsing with meaning and movement.  My problems with the novel are all at the level of content, but the writing is not so amazing that it is with few parallels.  In short, I believe that had this list of 100 fiction novels in the English language been created by two women or two black scholars instead of two white men American Pastoral would not have made the cut.

I haven’t even touched on the racial politics that hover at the fringes of the history Roth tells and the importance of Vickie, his office manager, and the praise Zuckerman wants to give Levov for employing black men and women in Newark until the economic environment led her to move his glove factory out of the country.  I haven’t touched upon the weird Freudian scene in which Merry at twelve years of age asks Levov to “kiss me the way you k-k-kiss umumumother.”  I haven’t touched upon the role of religion in Roth’s story, the relationship between Judaism, Catholicism, and Protestantism.  If you have insight into these elements in the story, I’d love to hear about it.

Monday, August 1, 2016

Infinite Jesting

*As always, there are spoilers ahead!*


As I’ve mentioned in previous posts, I’m a freelance legal videographer by trade, so I travel a lot, see a wide range of people, and have a lot of down time waiting for witness and attorneys to arrive, breaks to end, and for time between depositions to pass.  It is in those slots of time that I get the lion’s share of my reading done, so I carry whatever paperback I am currently reading with me to all jobs.  A book the size of Infinite Jest is readily noticed by others, so I was not surprised to get a lot of questions about the book when the conversation lulled.  Of course, the main question was “What’s it about?”

I never found a satisfactory way to answer that seemingly simple question.  For the first 300 pages, I would simply say that I didn’t know yet.  There was a tennis academy in the Boston area, I would say, three brothers who appear to be central to the story, an anti-confluential filmmaker who was the father of the three brothers and also the founder of the academy, a halfway house just down the hill from the academy that housed a number of people recovering from various addictions, and it all was set in a not-too-distant future in which something happened to a whole swath of New England and Canada that renders that area unlivable, a future in which the US and Canada and Mexico have merged into one nation but in which a group of Quebec separatists want to break that connection.  When I was about two-thirds through the book, I would answer that question by saying that I wasn’t sure, but the book appeared to be about addiction and our desire to seek pleasure and flee from pain.  While that answer was succinct, it made the book sound humorless and like the kind of book I would typically steer way clear of.  And when I tried to include the detail of the film that is so entertaining that people will do anything to keep watching it, the looks of confusion would only multiply.  I have caused many an eye to glaze over trying to explain what is between the covers of this book and what the story and themes are.  What the hell was David Foster Wallace’s elevator pitch for this tome?!

How do you capture this book with any kind of economy?  How do you explain that there are passages that brought you to tears with laughter because of its absurdity and others that made you cringe with disgust?  How do you explain that it is fiercely intelligent and referential and simultaneously colloquial and low-brow?  How do you explain that every sentence is polished to brilliance but that there is nothing self-congratulatory and stuffy about it?  How do you explain that it is realistic and supernatural and absurdist all at the same time?  How do you explain all the narrative layers from the author to the narrator to the footnotes and all the voices that seem to work their way into the novel?  How do you reduce the hundred some characters into only a few and cull the subplots down to a manageable number?  How do you answer the simple question, “What is it about?”

Knowing that any reduction of the novel is an injustice, I will attempt to answer that last question now that I have finished the novel and have had time to ponder over it.  The novel is about our need for connection and what substitutes for that need when we can’t fill it (and we usually can’t fill it).  The book is filled to its margins with broken families and broken people, mothers and fathers and sons and daughters who fail each other and miss each other in the darkness of their lives.  We flee from that pain and that fear into the arms of something that can make us forget, which, for most of the characters in the novel, is an addiction of some sort.

The main tool that allows us to connect is conversation, open communication.  The last eighty-some pages of the novel bounce back and forth primarily between Hal’s narration of November 20th and the events at Gately’s hospital bedside.  I did not expect the novel to end with Gately in the hospital being visited by Ennet House members, wraiths, and memories.  For Gately, the most terrifying and frustrating part of his hospital stay was the intubation tube down his throat preventing him from talking or responding to his visitors.  He is in a state of being present and invisible, a witness but not a participant, a one-way radio that can only receive signals.  His descent into possible madness (i.e. his visits from Himself and an astrally projected Lyle) is directly paralleled, both structurally and narratively, with Hal’s final day in the novel.  We know from the first chapter, that Hal will be entirely cut off from open communication with people, and we watch the building of that condition through the last 80 pages of the book.  Hal cannot control his facial expressions, others seeing hilarity on his face when he feels disturbingly nothing.  It is no coincidence that James Incandenza’s wraith says to Gately that “[a]ny conversation or interchange is better than none at all, to trust him on this, that the worst kind of gut-wrenching intergenerational interface is better than withdrawal or hiddenness on either side.”  The theme is completed by Orin’s final scene of torture within the tumbler cage, unable to clearly hear or speak to his torturers.  The worst fate that any of Wallace’s characters can meet is a one-sided separation from the world around them, being trapped behind their own eyes and in their own head.

Leading up to these final scenes of separation, Wallace gives us scene after scene of characters talking at cross purposes and tale after tale of parents failing their children, of fathers failing their families, of friends failing their friends.  Once we have our ending and Himself’s plea to Gately, we can see that all those failed attempts at communication are at least something; they are horribly executed, but at least there is some exchange that denotes an effort, and with that effort, hope.  It is in the context of these disastrous relationships and hope that Hal’s fate is all the more disturbing.  When he accidentally attends the 12-step program for passive aggressive men who need to get in touch with their inner child, Hal hears Marlon Bain’s complaints and the narrator says, “Hal finds he rather envies a man who feels he has something to explain his being fucked up, parents to blame it on.”  Indeed amongst all the painful stories, and even though Hal’s family is broken in countless ways, Hal is himself seemingly untouched by those traumas.  Knowing from the first chapter where Hal was destined to go in the story, I was on the lookout for what would bring about that state while I read.  When Pemulis and Hal plan to take the DMZ, or Madame Psychosis as it is also called, at the Whataburger tournament in Tuscon, I thought I saw the climax of the book.  Orin and Hal could be brought together for a climactic scene and the DMZ would irreparably destroy something in Hal’s brain.  Since the DMZ didn’t really fulfill any plot purpose, I can only imagine that the misdirection was purposeful.  Surprisingly, nothing is at the root of Hal’s descent.  He does not  suffer a bad drug trip, he does not experience side effects from the Bob Hope he stopped taking, and his drop comes on gradually without a physical explanation.  The best explanation we are afforded is from the wraith of his father who claims to have seen his son slipping away since puberty.  Of course, when Incandenza first showed his worry at the beginning of the novel,we thought that was madness on James Incandenza’s part, not prescience.  And the point I think Wallace is making with Hal, at least in respect to connection and disconnection, is that connection is a fight and a struggle under any circumstance, not just because of something that was done to us in our youth.

Had I time enough to write out all my thoughts and questions about the book, this post would be ridiculously long and nigh unreadable.  Instead, I’ll  just mention a few things that my brain is tangling with as I think about the novel:

I love the connection between annular fission and addiction, the cyclical relationship between need and reward fueling more need and reward.  There are a ton of annular structures in the novel that can be teased out and uncovered.  

I love the investigation into 12-step programs, the way that we fight and accept the world and the thin line between trite statement and world-bending, capital-T Truth.   

I love the dystopic world and the way Wallace uses it to create macro-level parallels of micro-level relationships, mapping the increasing social scene from individuals to families to groups to cults and academies to nations to international relations.   

I love the way Wallace uses Incandenza’s films for absurd humor and as a possible guide for reading the novel.  In thinking about his father’s films, Hal observes, “Himself had apparently thought the stilted, wooden quality of nonprofessionals helped to strip away the pernicious illusion of realism and to remind the audience that they were in reality watching actors acting and not people behaving. . . . Himself had no interest in suckering the audience with illusory realism.”  Wallace himself, of course, never permits his readers to succumb to “the pernicious illusion of realism.”  And when the wraith Incandenza discusses his attempt to do away with figurants in his films, the reader cannot help but think about all the voices in Infinite Jest and how few characters leave the novel without having some presence and voice.

The only thing that marred my experience of reading Infinite Jest is Wallace’s treatment and portrayal of black Bostonians and trans women.  Clenette’s blackness is made clear by the dialect and spelling that Wallace uses, and it feels cheap and out of place to me.  While he has characters misspell and mispronounce words all the time, they are all pretty singularly voiced, thin disguises of Wallace’s own voice.  His black characters, however, are treated entirely differently, and it feels to me like they are represented unfairly.  I was uncomfortable reading those scenes.  Similarly, Poor Tony’s crossdressing is played for laughs and bathos, just has Steeply’s change into Helen seems simply ludicrous and little more than cheap laughs that are at the expense of people with genuine gender dysphoria.  In a novel that seeks to bring all human beings under the umbrella of the human condition, Wallace undoes his own work by creating otherness in his portrayal of these minority characters.

Infinite Jest is indeed a thought-provoking masterpiece that is beautifully written and thrilling in its complexity and richness.  While the writing is easy to read, there is nothing easy about navigating and digesting this major work.  It took me four months to make my way through it, and I don’t regret a single sentence of my experience.

Infinite Jesting

*As always, there a spoilers ahead!*


As I’ve mentioned in previous posts, I’m a freelance legal videographer by trade, so I travel a lot, see a wide range of people, and have a lot of down time waiting for witness and attorneys to arrive, breaks to end, and for time between depositions to pass.  It is in those slots of time that I get the lion’s share of my reading done, so I carry whatever paperback I am currently reading with me to all jobs.  A book the size of Infinite Jest is readily noticed by others, so I was not surprised to get a lot of questions about the book when the conversation lulled.  Of course, the main question was “What’s it about?”

I never found a satisfactory way to answer that seemingly simple question.  For the first 300 pages, I would simply say that I didn’t know yet.  There was a tennis academy in the Boston area, I would say, three brothers who appear to be central to the story, an anti-confluential filmmaker who was the father of the three brothers and also the founder of the academy, a halfway house just down the hill from the academy that housed a number of people recovering from various addictions, and it all was set in a not-too-distant future in which something happened to a whole swath of New England and Canada that renders that area unlivable, a future in which the US and Canada and Mexico have merged into one nation but in which a group of Quebec separatists want to break that connection.  When I was about two-thirds through the book, I would answer that question by saying that I wasn’t sure, but the book appeared to be about addiction and our desire to seek pleasure and flee from pain.  While that answer was succinct, it made the book sound humorless and like the kind of book I would typically steer way clear of.  And when I tried to include the detail of the film that is so entertaining that people will do anything to keep watching it, the looks of confusion would only multiply.  I have caused many an eye to glaze over trying to explain what is between the covers of this book and what the story and themes are.  What the hell was David Foster Wallace’s elevator pitch for this tome?!

How do you capture this book with any kind of economy?  How do you explain that there are passages that brought you to tears with laughter because of its absurdity and others that made you cringe with disgust?  How do you explain that it is fiercely intelligent and referential and simultaneously colloquial and low-brow?  How do you explain that every sentence is polished to brilliance but that there is nothing self-congratulatory and stuffy about it?  How do you explain that it is realistic and supernatural and absurdist all at the same time?  How do you explain all the narrative layers from the author to the narrator to the footnotes and all the voices that seem to work their way into the novel?  How do you reduce the hundred some characters into only a few and cull the subplots down to a manageable number?  How do you answer the simple question, “What is it about?”

Knowing that any reduction of the novel is an injustice, I will attempt to answer that last question now that I have finished the novel and have had time to ponder over it.  The novel is about our need for connection and what substitutes for that need when we can’t fill it (and we usually can’t fill it).  The book is filled to its margins with broken families and broken people, mothers and fathers and sons and daughters who fail each other and miss each other in the darkness of their lives.  We flee from that pain and that fear into the arms of something that can make us forget, which, for most of the characters in the novel, is an addiction of some sort.

The main tool that allows us to connect is conversation, open communication.  The last eighty-some pages of the novel bounce back and forth primarily between Hal’s narration of November 20th and the events at Gately’s hospital bedside.  I did not expect the novel to end with Gately in the hospital being visited by Ennet House members, wraiths, and memories.  For Gately, the most terrifying and frustrating part of his hospital stay was the intubation tube down his throat preventing him from talking or responding to his visitors.  He is in a state of being present and invisible, a witness but not a participant, a one-way radio that can only receive signals.  His descent into possible madness (i.e. his visits from Himself and an astrally projected Lyle) is directly paralleled, both structurally and narratively, with Hal’s final day in the novel.  We know from the first chapter, that Hal will be entirely cut off from open communication with people, and we watch the building of that condition through the last 80 pages of the book.  Hal cannot control his facial expressions, others seeing hilarity on his face when he feels disturbingly nothing.  It is no coincidence that James Incandenza’s wraith says to Gately that “[a]ny conversation or interchange is better than none at all, to trust him on this, that the worst kind of gut-wrenching intergenerational interface is better than withdrawal or hiddenness on either side.”  The theme is completed by Orin’s final scene of torture within the tumbler cage, unable to clearly hear or speak to his torturers.  The worst fate that any of Wallace’s characters can meet is a one-sided separation from the world around them, being trapped behind their own eyes and in their own head.

Leading up to these final scenes of separation, Wallace gives us scene after scene of characters talking at cross purposes and tale after tale of parents failing their children, of fathers failing their families, of friends failing their friends.  Once we have our ending and Himself’s plea to Gately, we can see that all those failed attempts at communication are at least something; they are horribly executed, but at least there is some exchange that denotes an effort, and with that effort, hope.  It is in the context of these disastrous relationships and hope that Hal’s fate is all the more disturbing.  When he accidentally attends the 12-step program for passive aggressive men who need to get in touch with their inner child, Hal hears Marlon Bain’s complaints and the narrator says, “Hal finds he rather envies a man who feels he has something to explain his being fucked up, parents to blame it on.”  Indeed amongst all the painful stories, and even though Hal’s family is broken in countless ways, Hal is himself seemingly untouched by those traumas.  Knowing from the first chapter where Hal was destined to go in the story, I was on the lookout for what would bring about that state while I read.  When Pemulis and Hal plan to take the DMZ, or Madame Psychosis as it is also called, at the Whataburger tournament in Tuscon, I thought I saw the climax of the book.  Orin and Hal could be brought together for a climactic scene and the DMZ would irreparably destroy something in Hal’s brain.  Since the DMZ didn’t really fulfill any plot purpose, I can only imagine that the misdirection was purposeful.  Surprisingly, nothing is at the root of Hal’s descent.  He does not  suffer a bad drug trip, he does not experience side effects from the Bob Hope he stopped taking, and his drop comes on gradually without a physical explanation.  The best explanation we are afforded is from the wraith of his father who claims to have seen his son slipping away since puberty.  Of course, when Incandenza first showed his worry at the beginning of the novel,we thought that was madness on James Incandenza’s part, not prescience.  And the point I think Wallace is making with Hal, at least in respect to connection and disconnection, is that connection is a fight and a struggle under any circumstance, not just because of something that was done to us in our youth.

Had I time enough to write out all my thoughts and questions about the book, this post would be ridiculously long and nigh unreadable.  Instead, I’ll  just mention a few things that my brain is tangling with as I think about the novel:

I love the connection between annular fission and addiction, the cyclical relationship between need and reward fueling more need and reward.  There are a ton of annular structures in the novel that can be teased out and uncovered.  

I love the investigation into 12-step programs, the way that we fight and accept the world and the thin line between trite statement and world-bending, capital-T Truth.   

I love the dystopic world and the way Wallace uses it to create macro-level parallels of micro-level relationships, mapping the increasing social scene from individuals to families to groups to cults and academies to nations to international relations.   

I love the way Wallace uses Incandenza’s films for absurd humor and as a possible guide for reading the novel.  In thinking about his father’s films, Hal observes, “Himself had apparently thought the stilted, wooden quality of nonprofessionals helped to strip away the pernicious illusion of realism and to remind the audience that they were in reality watching actors acting and not people behaving. . . . Himself had no interest in suckering the audience with illusory realism.”  Wallace himself, of course, never permits his readers to succumb to “the pernicious illusion of realism.”  And when the wraith Incandenza discusses his attempt to do away with figurants in his films, the reader cannot help but think about all the voices in Infinite Jest and how few characters leave the novel without having some presence and voice.

The only thing that marred my experience of reading Infinite Jest is Wallace’s treatment and portrayal of black Bostonians and trans women.  Clenette’s blackness is made clear by the dialect and spelling that Wallace uses, and it feels cheap and out of place to me.  While he has characters misspell and mispronounce words all the time, they are all pretty singularly voiced, thin disguises of Wallace’s own voice.  His black characters, however, are treated entirely differently, and it feels to me like they are represented unfairly.  I was uncomfortable reading those scenes.  Similarly, Poor Tony’s crossdressing is played for laughs and bathos, just has Steeply’s change into Helen seems simply ludicrous and little more than cheap laughs that are at the expense of people with genuine gender dysphoria.  In a novel that seeks to bring all human beings under the umbrella of the human condition, Wallace undoes his own work by creating otherness in his portrayal of these minority characters.

Infinite Jest is indeed a thought-provoking masterpiece that is beautifully written and thrilling in its complexity and richness.  While the writing is easy to read, there is nothing easy about navigating and digesting this major work.  It took me four months to make my way through it, and I don’t regret a single sentence of my experience.